At first all I could think was this puts our adoption dreams to an end, but the more I have prayed and pondered on the matter, the more I know that we need to go ahead. Some time the Lord has a baby in mind for our home and I have to depend on my faith to know that He knows what he is doing. I will apply for unemployment, get my apartment ready for a home study. I may look for a job eventually, or I may wait to see what the Lord has in mind for us. I keep asking myself if maybe the Lord needs me to be home at this time. I don't want to anticipate the blessing, but maybe our child is coming soon? I don't know. I will try to remember my Mother in laws favorite scripture. Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
Please remember us in your prayers!