I am hoping that this helps us have more contacts out their that might bring us to our future baby.
My nephew {Blake} has an aunt,[his dad's sister] who had a baby on mothers day. She will be starting back to work soon and I offered to be her Child Care provider. She will probably use me at least part of the time. I am excited to spend some time with a new born. I could use the practice. Plus it will be a bit more income coming in. I need to get our place ready for our home study soon. The problem is I am fighting a bit of a depression about leaving my job and not really being sure what to do next. I want to be available for our adoption classes and we have pre paid for a vacation in August. So I really don't want to start working anywhere until at least then. I applied on line to Convergys today just to see what my options are. I may apply at 1800contacts in the fall. Or maybe even Jetblue. I would love to work from home at some point. I wish I knew exactly what the Lord has in mind for us, If I am supposed to be working, Or if I am supposed to be at home for some reason. Is their a baby in our near future??
A dear Friend at church told me that she got excited when she heard that I had lost my job because she said something bad always happens when the Lord has a great blessing in store for you. I am hopeful that this is true, but I am trying not to get my hopes up too high either because I don't want to be disappointed.
We are praying daily for answers, where to live, how to pay for the adoption, and that the Lord will let us know when a child is meant to be ours. I wish answers came more directly then just through our feelings or through the actions of others. But I know that I must have faith. He has a family in mind for us at some time. In His Time.
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