I will admit that my first exposure to the scripture above came about because of a oldie but goodie playing on my parents 8-track in the family station wagon. It was performed by the Byrds and it was called "Turn! Turn! turn!". It was written based upon the scripture from Ecclesiastes. I know I am "dating" myself by one- mentioning this song. Two- mentioning a 8- track player, and three- mentioning a station wagon!! Although ours was super cool, it was patriotic blue, with red, white and blue curtains in the side windows in the very back, and we had stickers on the side of every state we had ever traveled to!! I miss that old wagon,where we listened to old songs, took road trips and spent countless hours asking dad " are we there yet?'
Any way back to the present. When we first started attending our ward in Taylorsville, I was called to be a primary teacher. How I loved teaching Primary. Your students love you, they forgive you your short comings and you get to hear about all their amazing adventures!! Not to mention a few family secrets!! LOL!! Kids tell you EVERYTHING!! Lucky for the parents though, we don't tend to divulge what we know.
Any way, I taught primary for quite a while. A little over a year ago, I was called to be 1st counselor in the primary. I was a little sad to leave my classroom, but had received the impression that this was where Heavenly Father needed me, so I gladly accepted the calling. I felt so lucky to work with our President Tonya, Ofelia the other counselor and Cynthia the secretary. Ofelia moved away and I had the chance to get to know Alli who took her place. We have all worked so well together. Tonya has taught us so much, and my love for all the children has grown.
Well, recently Tonya was called to be in the Stake Primary Presidency. I am not sure how the others in the presidency felt, but I was so sad that we were losing Tonya and not sure what would happen to the rest of us. We knew that changes would be made, and we were not sure what they would be. I found myself praying that what ever the Lord desired for me, that I would be at peace with it.
Last Sunday, the bishop called me to be the Primary President. I was sustained and set a part today.
I thought I would feel overwhelmed, and I have had those moments. What I didn't expect to feel was peaceful. I don't know why He has asked me to serve in this capacity, but I do know that I have many things to learn, and this is the season for that learning. I have already learned a little more about inspiration as I prayed to know who to pick as counselors, and secretary. I felt really good about keeping some of them on, and felt really good about the newest member of our presidency, Alecia. She indicated to me, that she had felt a few weeks ago, that this would be where she was called to.
I am someone who struggles with shyness, and I am always fearful of new situations. I love my comfort zone. I love to know what is expected of me, and I love to be the one following the Leader. I have had management positions in the work place, but they were always hard for me. I don't like to be the bad guy!! The nice part about leading in the church, is we lead differently then we do in the world. We still have tough decisions to make, but we are led by our Savior who taught that the best leaders are those who serve the ones we lead. I pray I can do that.
I pray I can be a good servant. The bishop blessed me today with the strength and energy I needed and a great love for those I will be serving, The Children. I am grateful for the blessing and for the loving guidance of my Heavenly Father. I am also grateful for the loving support of my husband and my family. Its my season to serve, Its my turn to learn, and my turn to grow. Its a very humbling experience.